i hope that in heaven you have all the right piece's and are never in pain, someone said to me shortly after you had died, .. she will never know the pain of a broken heart, the pain of a scraped knee, failing a test, a bad dream, rejected love, broken friendships, fear, she will never be hurt or let down by anyone. i knew they were trying to help me and i nodded and said nothing, inside i was screaming ' she will also never know what it feels like to be cuddled by her mummy or have daddy rock her to sleep she will never know her big brothers huge smile, or her big sisters warm hugs, most of all she will never know how much i love her and need her. those feeling have never gone away.
We now have your little brother who we all adore i love him so much it hurts it really does, thats cos hes getting your cuddles and kisses too. I miss you today more then yesterday, every day is a little further away from the last time i smelt you or felt your skin against mine.but also as each day goes by im a day closer to being reunited with you and being able to be your mummy forever.
Im not so scared of dying anymore.
even though spike never met you, im sure you must visit him, he will always know you darling, how you were such a brave little girl and how you fought as hard as possible for us all, im sure he will be just as proud of you as we are my precious precious darling baby girl,
Phoebe never doubt mummies love you are always in my thoughts xxxxxxxxxx
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xxx
On Angel Wings
On angel wings you do fly
On angel wings into the sky
On angel wings i do cry
Because those angel wings took you away
On angel wings the heralds sing
Is there no such lovely thing?
On angel wings you fly away.
I will see these angel wings again someday
When i am old and my time has come
On angel wings I will fly
Until I'm holding you once again
Smiling on angel wings.
Troy Nichols
Lay down my child
Close your eyes one more time
Let the night take you softly into sleep
Sure as the moon shining on your sweet face
Be rest assured you will be safe
In this place
The sweetest gift
God has given me
Graced with the tiniest beauty
These eyes have seen
Soft as the song of a winter wind
Sheltered by love
A love that will never end
Life so often a mystery
And each of us seeking a clue
To an answer I never thought I’d find
When I lost you
But in your time with me
Somehow you taught me to see
Just as in life
Even in death
You always will be here with me
So lay down my child
Close your eyes one more time
Let the night take you softly into sleep
And on to your maker you will fly
Low as the angels sing you a lullaby
.• *♥*•. ANGEL*♥*•.
. • *♥*•.
When you wonder where I am
When I leave this world behind .• *♥*•.
Look into your own existence
I'm in your heart and mind
.• *♥*•.
Look for me on sunny days
or over rainbows after showers .• *♥*•.
Look for me in lovely music
that we'd listen to for hours .• *♥*•.
.• *♥*•.
Look for me under a star
The first one out at night .• *♥*•.
I'll be twinkling just for you
I'll be kissing you good night
.• *♥*•.
So, when the sun goes down each day
I'll come out and light your night
Look for me under a star .• *♥*•.
I'll be shining very bright...
.• *♥*•.
Just for you for all your days
to guide you always from afar .• *♥*•.
Just look for me in all you do
and look for me under a star
i miss you so much darling xxx
Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook her head,
"These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so".
such a heartbreaking story, i feel so cheated of precious time that i could have spent with my daughter. i had her at home for less than 24 hrs.
sleep safe angel. much love to you and your family. xxx
please do you know the number for heaven up above i want to make a call to someone that i love,telephone directories enquiries,oh yes i have tried them all,i even asked the local priest because he talks to god you see i thought he,d have a direct line but he was no help to me,i tried the yellow pages but nothing seem to fit i just want to talk to you for just a little bit
A heart of gold stopped beating
Two shining eyes at rest
God broke our hearts to prove
he only takes the best
God knows you had to leave us
But you did not go alone
For part of us went with you
The day he took you home
To some you are forgotten
To others just a part of the past
But to us who have loved and lost you
The memory will always last.
Thankyou xxxx
Thankyou Phoebe for ensuring your baby brother Edward arrived to us all safely and healthy, we love you so much and will never forget you precious, you would be so proud of your mummy with all she has endured throughout this pregnancy she cant get online at the moment to say hello as shes in the hospital after a hard 3 days in labour, but she loves you more than words can say nothing will ever replace you we hope you know that, love you all the world and back and never ever stopping From Aunty Lisa and gang XxXxXxX
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